Tonight I am going to write about moving forward in one's life. Leaving the old worn out and stale life behind and moving forward into fresh new territory. I notice I say "I'm tired." a lot on this blog. Fact is.....I AM tired. Tired of somehow bringing such negative energy into my path and scratching my head as to the reason it keeps on showing up.....annnd....the answer is: I dunno. I don't know.
The thought that comes to mind for me is "awareness". Trying to understand how I keep on manifesting this into my life and why I can't seem to shake it. Wondering what it is that I'm doing wrong either consciously or unconsciously. People keep on showing up that are SOOOOOOOOOO broken and negative. I feel like I am a magnet for broken and busted up people. It even gives me second thoughts as to pursuing my coaching practice. I feel so worn out from my own drama and those around me that I feel like have nothing to give and much less.....wisdom to coach others.
Where is the simple? Where is the beautiful? Where are the flowers and butterflies and all the beautiful things that make you feel alive?? There always seems to be a doubt that shows behind each step forward. A feeling of "what if" and "oh, don't be TOO happy....something will probably happen." What a way to think. :( Not ok and not going to get you very far on the "positive" scale that is for sure.
The thought that comes to mind for me is "awareness". Trying to understand how I keep on manifesting this into my life and why I can't seem to shake it. Wondering what it is that I'm doing wrong either consciously or unconsciously. People keep on showing up that are SOOOOOOOOOO broken and negative. I feel like I am a magnet for broken and busted up people. It even gives me second thoughts as to pursuing my coaching practice. I feel so worn out from my own drama and those around me that I feel like have nothing to give and much less.....wisdom to coach others.
Where is the simple? Where is the beautiful? Where are the flowers and butterflies and all the beautiful things that make you feel alive?? There always seems to be a doubt that shows behind each step forward. A feeling of "what if" and "oh, don't be TOO happy....something will probably happen." What a way to think. :( Not ok and not going to get you very far on the "positive" scale that is for sure.
